Thursday, December 2, 2010 ♥
我终于有勇气把头发剪短了
现在变成一个帅哥
当初以为不适合
可是有老公的鼓励
我鼓起勇气去剪
我非常满意=)
今天拿了工钱
真的很开心
毕竟是自己赚来的
最近和老公的感情不是很好
吵架又和好
因为"不信任"这个字
我真的不是不相信他
每次在我面前按电话
我做工又不能知道他在干嘛
所以只是开口问他
也许他觉得不耐烦
也许他对我有点失望
为什么我疑心病那么重
我真的不想的
吵架真的很累
我爸爸妈妈也是这样
所以我失去他们
我没有爸也没有妈
爸爸久久才回来一次
妈妈则在怡保
从来没回来过
就是第三者的存在
家丑不可外扬
他们的缘分尽了
我也不能改变什么
老公对我很好
也非常疼我
所以我害怕失去他
我什么也没有
只能出来做工替他分担
我怕有一个条件比我更好
怕一个比我还适合他的出现
我什么也没有了
我承认我很依赖
可是人始终会长大
我并不知道需要多久
才能走出他的世界
我并不想依赖他
这样以后就算失去她
也不会特别的伤心难过
现在我慢慢的放下
不是放下我们的感情
而是放下那所谓的思想
有只恶魔在控制我的脑袋
我要以天使的身份来阻止
我不想再被恶魔控制
他会使我们吵架
老公大人
你会有耐心等待吗？
还有的就是让我的心不爽
我讨厌你和马来婆那么亲密
之前我默默无闻
现在我的火山终于爆发了
我知道你已经改了
现在比起以前
你已经学会怎样去对她
我讨厌你和她玩
而且每一次都那么过分
做工就做工
不用靠那么亲密
手也不需要搭在肩膀
我觉得很肮脏
希望你会改过
不然我真的很失望
别因为马来婆
而让我离开你好吗？
我的忍耐是有限度的
为了她我们吵了多少次架？
吵架就是我们沟通的不好
希望你别再让我看到
头好痛...
明天和老公去吃肉骨茶
=)
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♥ The Lover.
Yumierr
Yumi is known to most people.
One year older on every September 2st!
A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of Ultraman ♥
Tied down to Band & was assigned
to a beautiful instrument - Tuba.
Music is definitely part of her.
Singing is her passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
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Yumi is known to most people.
One year older on every September 2st!
A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of Ultraman ♥
Tied down to Band & was assigned
to a beautiful instrument - Tuba.
Music is definitely part of her.
Singing is her passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!
You can bold, italic,
Entertainment ♥
♥ Music
Footprints ♥
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Adores ♥
♥ Loves
Birlfriends
is what he adores most.
They are his Superman.
Ultraman
elmo & strawberry stuffs makes her go crazy
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Editing & creating blogskins
are part of her favourites.
Shopping sprees
with her girlfriends are times when they
can crap together.
Camwhoring
When she's out with her Supergirlfs or
when she has nothing to do at home.
Tootys & Buaybahs
are the beloved families of hers.
Dark Chocolates
is her choice chocolate.
More bitterness, less sweetness please (:
Beloved Dear
He's of course, who i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
SK,i love you
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- 160cm tall!
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